Things EYFS Practitioners want you to know: Continuous Provision

Guest Post by @Emmccatt 

EYFS always seems to be a subject of discussion on Twitter. It seems that everyone, no matter what phase, job title or area of expertise, has an opinion. With that in mind, I thought it would be useful to write a series of blogs delving into the practice of Early Years. This blog will focus on provision and how it is used effectively in the setting.

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What is continuous provision?

When Early Years is discussed on twitter, the subject of ‘play’ often comes up. For some, they picture children running around all day not learning anything. This couldn’t be further from the truth. Continuous provision is essentially all of the resources in the environment that have been provided by practitioners to extend the learning of the children in their care. Children are able to access these resources independently and safely, and use them to explore. They are chosen carefully and mindfully by the practitioner so that even in the absence of an adult the children are able to build upon learning. It is not shoving some toys out and watching the children fight over them. Each resource is carefully considered.

How is the provision planned for?

The provision is planned for with the characteristics of essential learning in mind. Development Matters (Non-statutory guidance supporting practitioners in the implementation of the statutory requirements of learning and development under the EYFS framework) defines the characteristics of essential learning as:

  • Playing and exploring – children investigate and experience things, and ‘have a go’;
  • Active learning – children concentrate and keep on trying if they encounter difficulties, and enjoy achievements; and
  • Creating and thinking critically – children have and develop their own ideas, make links between ideas, and develop strategies for doing things.

Each child is seen as an individual. Practitioners reflect on the ways in which individual children learn and respond to the environment and use this to inform their practice.

The Early Years Framework states:

 “Practitioners must consider the individual needs, interests, and stage of development of each child in their care. They must use this information to plan a challenging and enjoyable experience for each child, across all areas of learning and development.”

An important part of the provision provided is that it is never static and always changing. Good EY practitioners will ensure that the environment the children are accessing is planned for with the children’s interests in mind, as well as planning for next steps to build upon previous learning. The aim is always to engage each individual and move forward their learning. Areas in the environment are carefully monitored for use and engagement. Nothing is there for the sake of being there and looking pretty, engagement and learning is paramount.

How do adults engage with the provision?

Adults respond to the child in the moment, what they are doing and use that to extend the child’s learning. Continuous provision does not mean the adults relax and babysit the children engaging with the provision but rather they go in and be part of it. This is what can sometimes be hard for teachers within other key stages to understand as it is so different to standing at the front of a classroom and delivering! Although it is very different, it doesn’t make it less valid and actually a lot could be learnt from EY (expect a blog in the near future).

Sometimes these engagements in the environment between teacher and child can be planned for, but more often than not it becomes planning in the moment. This might be done via open questioning designed to promote higher order thinking. A child in the construction area for example, might want to make the tallest tower they can with the bricks available. A competent practitioner would ask open ended question to facilitate this, guiding them as they make choices and explore as well as reminding them what has been learned before and how that can be applied to the current situation. Practitioners also use these times for opportunities to model and support language development by referring back to vocabulary and using it themselves in the correct context. Alongside this is the making observations of focus children and using this to inform both the ever growing and changing picture of the child and future planning for the class as a whole. Effective practitioners move through various spaces ensuring they are supporting and developing learning throughout the environment whilst also ensuring each particular area is child ready throughout the day.

How is provision used to enable learning?

The framework tells us that, “Settings should provide a ‘challenging’ and ‘developmentally appropriate’ environment ‘based on children’s interests.” Effective provision allows each child to move at pace appropriate to their learning. Purposeful play means children are constantly challenging themselves in an environment that has been designed for that very purpose. Children are given the time, space and support to engage with a variety of activities that have been effectively planned for to extend their stage of development by both scaffolding and pushing their learning forward.

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I recently tweeted the below to highlight some of the incredible provision the reception class teacher at my school provides for children to develop and strengthen hands to aid in the writing process.

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This activity and others like this are appropriate for the children developmentally, purposeful and engaging. It will provide the foundations needed to write. It is one small example of how purposeful play promotes the necessary skills that create and lay the foundations for school life.

There is a reason why it is called ‘foundation stage’.

GCSE Science Revision

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In 2012 when I made the first of my GCSE science videos on Youtube, there were very few, if any people are doing GCSE science videos. That fact, combined with students connecting with the teaching style, meant the channel grew fast. 

Fast forward to now, and there is a lot of choices when it comes to getting help for GCSE science. One issue that remains, however, is finding quality resources produced by teachers, for specific exams boards, that have exam question practice as well as good video tutorials that have exact and concise content. 

When building our website, the key for us was doing what we know best. Creating a set of comprehensive resources, all in one place, that can be used to learn and practice everything needed for GCSE science. We are also very aware that students have different gaps in their knowledge compared to each other and that students learn in different ways. 

The Science Break takes these differences between students into account and gives students the flexibility to learn what they need when they need it, whether it is the entire course or just a few topics here and there. There are carefully explained videos, many of which contain exam practice. There are multiple-choice and short answer questions for every single video and revision notes sheets. And coming soon, topic tests that give real exam-style questions, with answers and associated guidance. The Science Break has been created with the foundation of a lot of experience combined with a lot of work to bring you one of the top GCSE Science revision resources on the internet. 

So how does it work? 

All the videos are listed by subject and topic and can be found quickly, easily and can be viewed as many times as needed. Videos can be watched in interactive mode where there are in-built multiple choice questions and short answer free-response questions. Or they can be viewed without the interactivity and at up to 2x speed. It might sound strange to think about watching at double speed, but it is a very highly requested feature! A quick word about the multiple-choice questions. Each video has 6 of them, each with five options to choose from; This was carefully thought out. The purpose of the multiple-choice questions is two-fold. 

1. It gives the student an idea of the content of the video but importantly, it provides the student with learning ‘hooks’ that help maximise recall of the video content. 

2. The questions reappear at the end of the tutorial so that the student has a second go at them, having seen the tutorial. At the end, the student gets a before and after score, an explanation of the answers and a summary of the total score for the video assessment. There is a ton of learning is just doing the multiple-choice questions. 

And furthermore, there are going to be multiple choice questions in the real exam. So this feature alone is excellent practice. 

The video tutorials themselves are carefully planned, recorded and edited by a very experienced and very successful secondary school science teacher. 

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Coming very soon are topic tests written to assess, at exam level, whole topics. ‘It’s not good enough to have a test for each video and say that there are exam-style questions. Exam-style questions never test a narrow set of content. They go cross-content, so the topic tests provide real practice for exams. And they all come with detailed mark schemes that include guidance about the answers. 

You can see that there is a lot of help for GCSE Science here. 

But ‘that’s not all. Notes sheets that accompany each video allow students to work along with the video and have a quick reference or flashcards to recap on the topics. 

Excellent teaching, revision notes, practice questions and answers all help to ease the burden of learning GCSE science. 

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Communication Skills: Body Awareness

Leadership:

1. When communicating ensure that your position is not threatening, open and positive.

2. Be aware of your eye contact.

3. Use affirming gestures.

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What do the above three sections mean?

Teachers are communication experts, and this development is as part of their day to day practice.

1. When communicating ensure that your position is not threatening, open and positive.

Your position is always important. Standing front on, squared shoulders is likely to be perceived as threatening. Towering over the respondent has a similar impact; the converse is also true. Sideways posture and getting below the eye line may be least threatening.

Mirroring is a commonly used tool. Mirroring is where any positive body language is mimicked. Gestures are subtly copied; this increases engagement and connection.

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2. Be aware of your eye contact.

Important. Ask yourself why we ask anyone to make eye contact? To show they are paying attention. Where does this construct originate?

It is problematic; a multitude of people will find eye contact difficult. There is also a cultural aspect here. Eye contact with people in authority in my culture is rude, be aware of this.

3. Use affirming gestures. (Active Listening)

Listen to the words, sum up and repeat the main points. Support this by:

a) Use gestures to show attention. Head nods, eyebrow raises, etc. Use questions to check.

b) Use open question being careful not to lead.

c) Be aware of feelings and emotions.

d) Confirm understanding regularly.

Beware of Edu-Research.

Teachers before even thinking about approaching any research, we must be humble enough to interrogate our 

  1. Ontology and epistemology. 
  2. Personal experiences.

What is this Pran? Why are you always using terminology that makes us want to fall asleep?

In simple terms, ontology is the stance we take on how we accept knowledge. Epistemology is the method at which we recognise that knowledge.

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Examples of Epistemological and Ontology.

Positivistic – This is where we accept knowledge has a definite answer. This object is this big; it weighs this much, etc. 

Relativistic/Post Positivistic – There is no ultimate truth; the truth depends on the different viewpoints and interpretations of the observers.

‘This [Positivistic] approach assumes that reality is objective, transcending an individual perspective, and that it is expressed in the statistical regularities of behaviour.’ (Wildemuth 1993) The positivistic view described is challenged by the relativistic view of research, where relativist approaches ‘assumes that reality is subjective and is socially constructed’. 

As a physics graduate, the above resonates. As an educator, I had to accept that we cannot take a solely positivistic stance. Human beings are not objects with fixed attributes. I have accepted that as a result:

‘Evidence in research is always imperfect and fallible’. (Phillips and Burbles 2000 pp 29-34 in Real World Research, Robson p22).

It may be correct to state ‘correlation is not causation’; however, we must have the awareness to back that up with a critical analysis. When working with humans, no correlation signifies causation. We have to create boundaries in what we willingly accept. I’ll write about Karl Popper’s scientific method at some point.

Without acknowledging these boundaries, how do we negate the impact of cognitive biases? Anchoring, group-think, etc. (Great blog on these biases from Ross McGill here)

Personal Experiences

What we accept as knowledge is dynamic. What we perceive is commonly tainted by our previous experiences. The way learner’s evaluates lessons is often through their legacy of teaching they have had. Let me say that again the legacy of a learner’s journey impacts the evaluation of teaching and learning.

Learners have preconceived ideas around delivery from their own experiences ‘Such a mismatch may lead to lack of motivation, adoption of surface learning approaches, resistance to certain teaching activities that do not align with their beliefs, and learning ineffectiveness or discontinuation of study.’ (Brown 2009)

If you have a set of beliefs that around lesson delivery this may impact your engagement as a learner. For example,

‘Students with memorisation-for-reproduction beliefs tend to have negative learning experiences in higher education and are uncomfortable with teaching approaches that do not correspond with their beliefs (Kember 2001).

This has a huge impact on learning and outcomes, this is more important than the curriculum taught and content design.

Looking at the impact of these beliefs on learners is impressive; the misalignment of beliefs, the impact of such can have a more significant impact on learning approaches than the course design. (Campbell et al. 2001).

Teachers, leaders, and learners have a predetermined perception around what good teaching looks like; this means that you may prefer education styles from the ones you received. You may teach in the same fashion and this may end up being at ends with your workplace.

This is the same when we use evidence-informed research. Which research are you accepting as part of the canon?

This is echoed by this EEF rreport,

“This briefing provides a useful indication of current levels of teacher research engagement across English schools. It suggests that academic research still has only a small to moderate influence on teachers’ decision-making relative to other sources and indicates that there is still work to do to maximise the benefits of research in school practices. Results show that there is a willingness among teachers to engage with research evidence and also that many schools have climates which are supportive of evidence use, so it appears that there is a promising base upon which to build. Currently, however, teachers are most likely to draw on their own expertise, or that of their colleagues, when making decisions about teaching and learning or whole-school change. 

How do we disrupt our thinking? 

An interrogation of:

  • Teacher’s own experiences. What have you been subjected to?
  • Their ontology and epistemology. How do accept some research as knowledge and discard other as not knowledge worth knowing?

To appreciate the real value of research – teachers and leaders would ameliorate personal resistance to change – through the above factors in both the journey of the pupils and the journey of the teachers.

Further Reading

Xiangdong Li (2018) Teaching beliefs and learning beliefs in translator and interpreter education: an exploratory case study, The Interpreter and Translator Trainer, 12:2, 132-151, DOI: 10.1080/1750399X.2017.1359764

Click to access Teachers_engagement_with_research_Research_Brief_JK.pdf

It’s OK to be Anxious.

Written by @Joanner79Jo

Originally posted here https://mymusingsoneducationcounselingandcreatingafairersociety.wordpress.com

I have never blogged before but having seen a number of tweets expressing anxiety about the new academic year I thought I’d give it a go.

I am prompted to write my first blog after reading a number of tweets expressing anxiety and nerves about the new academic year. I too experience anxiety at this time of year, despite 20 years of teaching and entering my seventh year as head, so I have been thinking about the reasons why.

I guess really I want to reassure. I honestly believe that being anxious is fine! Our job matters. In some ways it should give you sleepless nights, not because you are worried about your school’s position in the league tables or because this year is an OFSTED year but because you are being trusted to educate young people. It doesn’t matter whether you are teaching in Nursery or Year 13, the job comes with a huge amount of responsibility so if you are going to survive it you need to care. I hope though that your anxiety is also tempered by excitement whatever your current role in school. I can’t wait to get to know my new Early Years Children and their families but am also excited to work with my NQTS and further develop ethical leadership at all levels. Of course alongside the excitement is anxiety but isn’t that the point?

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Although it might appear flippant to suggest sleepless nights are okay, I want to make it clear. I do not want anyone to feel so anxious they cannot sleep and their long term health to suffer, but I do want everyone involved in education to be motivated not by their personal ambition but by the desire to make the world a fairer place for all children. This means there will be times when you spend hours thinking and pondering on the child you are finding it most difficult to reach or even how to bring in a balanced budget without yet another restructure. You will occasionally wake up at 3 am in the morning worried about the child with a Child Protection Plan, or with what you think is an amazing idea for a whole school street party, (not realising that that alone is enough to give your long suffering Deputy her own sleepless nights) and the night before results day, whatever level, is likely to be pretty tough. However, what I have learnt and what helps me generally sleep at night is knowing that I generally have done my best. I cannot fix everything and nor can you. I cannot fix affordable housing for my families living in overcrowded and temporary accommodation but I can listen, make phone calls and adapt my policies to recognise what an achievement it is for some children to get to school at all let alone on time. I can’t overcome every challenge and barrier faced by my children with SEND but I can listen to them and their parents, I can try and walk in their shoes and if this means changing my uniform policy to accommodate a child’s hypersensitivity to certain fabrics or bringing in whole school training on attachment and trauma to better understand our Looked After Children, then I will.

I will do all I can to reduce teacher work load but not at the expense of the children. It is a hard job – there are different points in the year when we are all on our knees, but it is also the best job. If my staff come to me with ideas for reducing planning I will of course listen, but nor will I just go down the route of doing something because it is easier for staff. Our curriculum needs to be responsive to my community and relevant to their experiences and interests. This year we are working on children seeing themselves in the books they read and the history they study and this has of course created work for class teachers and subject leads. I make no apologies for this. I do all I can to provide time for leaders to lead and teachers to teach but ultimately, well our kids get one shot at this so it needs to be the best it can possibly be.

I guess in conclusion, what I am trying to say in my clumsy way, is that it is okay to be anxious and nervous. I’d be pretty surprised if you weren’t. However, find ways to live with yourself and look after yourself. You’re anxious because you are in a profession that cares passionately about getting it right for our children. If you find yourself becoming overwhelmed talk to someone, anyone. But also, embrace the nerves and the worry, it’s what drives us all to keep getting better.

Trauma – Death of a Pupil

Guest Post: Anon

I have wanted to write this for a long time.  In reality, finding the strength has been the problem.  I have been teaching for over 20 years and I thought I had seen it all. You should also know I set my standards really high and have had an impeccable career. I truly loved being a teacher, I was rarely ill.  However, one incident at school left me with PTSD, a breakdown and having to leave the job I love for a while to give myself time to recover. At one point I didn’t know if I could return to the profession again.

In my pastoral role, this was a year I wouldn’t wish on anyone: sadly, two students attempted to take their own lives.  I have PTSD now as a result of a child’s cry for help.

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Immediately after the events had taken place, I was offered initial support and took it.  However, over time I found I was suffering from post-traumatic stress as I was reliving the experience and having flashbacks day in day out.  I asked for help from those above; nothing came. At the time, I felt there was a lack of understanding, I needed specialist support in PTSD and trauma. I do not blame the school, they were managing a very unusual situation and doing what they thought was right. However slowly my mental health was deteriorating. I was not sleeping, not eating well and probably having far too many G and T’s.

On reflection, there were tell-tale signs I wasn’t coping, and I am reminded of a time before I was signed off. I was supporting some students during break and lunch who were having a hard time, offering them a safe space to be, as I often have done throughout my career.  We were sat in the classroom, I was doing some work and I hadn’t realised I was humming, until one of the students asked, “Are you alright Miss?” It was at this point I thought I had a problem.  Then in a matter of weeks, the shakes began, and my body physically began reacting. I was also reacting to loud noises; I would jump and shake.

I remember the day I broke down. I just couldn’t go on and the tears fell and fell and fell.  The only way I can explain it was everything just fell out of me. I was sent home and didn’t return.  The guilt was tremendous, I felt so guilty that I had let everyone down, and in particular, the students down as I wasn’t there to support them. But what I really needed to do was put some intense support for myself.

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I financed my own specialist support as this wasn’t freely available.  At first, I couldn’t leave the house. I couldn’t hold a cup of coffee without making a mess: the shakes would be constant. A lot of the time all I could do was sit.  The recovery has been difficult, at times seemingly impossible. But I am happy to say I am now in a much better place.

My family were amazing and after a long, while I started to feel better, my sleeping improved, and the flashbacks stopped.  I still have triggers, but they are rare and from what I understand from PTSD and professionals, this is a normal occurrence and I have the knowledge to put things in place when I need to, and I do.

This isn’t an experience I have chosen to tell lightly. However, I feel it is so important that Senior Leaders take heed, listen and put support measures in place.  Since this has happened, I have spoken to other people in different professions, all of whom get support when serious traumatic events happen. From Social workers, employees in hospitals and people who work as reporters at child hearings.  When there has been a serious case that they have been dealing with they have supported both during and after the case; they are offered specialist counselling, time off and support to continue in their work.  What I am disappointed most by, considering our profession is all about caring for others, is that we do not have a standard process for supporting staff when they are on the frontline of supporting our young people through very difficult times.

As a Head of Year, a job I adored, it was a privilege to support young people from all backgrounds and experiences, and I have treasured memories of the differences I have made to young people.  There were many times I would go home and hurt for them: the disclosures of abuse I heard, the traumas they had been through.  The wait for social workers to come to provide the necessary support or indeed working with the police to support our young people.

Reflecting upon what I have been through, I realise that throughout my career I have never been offered any form of counselling or support to process what I, along with all teachers, have been dealing with at the time. What I am arguing for is a set process for the profession that needs to be followed to make sure we support the mental health of our staff as well as our students.

Now some people will say there is counselling you can access if you want it, often via a telephone, but for trauma, you need specialist help, and this isn’t always on offer.  I think there needs to be more trauma-informed practices that are set processes, meaning we are supporting staff to a gold standard.  The US leads the world having national policies in trauma-informed care and other countries worldwide are catching up.  I think that England needs to become more ‘trauma aware’.  Ultimately, we are educators, but we also provide a wealth of other support as well, something that often goes unnoticed by anyone who isn’t working in the profession.

Core Purpose – Social Justice.

These are my musings. Yes, this will get political.

The way our capitalist system works, there is a pyramid of people with the working class (proletariat) at the bottom. This layer has to be the biggest in number because it’s a pyramid and the foundation layers have to be the largest because the upper layers are dependent on the layers below.

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Now, if every single person on the bottom layer was gifted/earned double what they do now, that would redress the balance?

NO. As the majority of people in that layer have to stay there to hold the system up. If the monetary wealth is increased for every-one then inflation would simply redress the balance and keep the proletariat in their place.

Which is the way it works! I often hear state school teachers talk about social justice, yes you may enable some of your working-class pupils to jump into the upper layers but by the nature of the system outlined above, what you are simultaneously doing is holding other working-class pupils (nationally/globally) in that layer.

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We may be warriors for social mobility, but only in our own schools, on the national and global scales we are essentially holding up the system, we are maintaining the status quo.

 

The Meritocracy Myth.

 

Pran, this is the way the world works. If you are better you get to climb the layers.

Lots of people

 

I am not opposed to the concept of the meritocracy. Other than the fact we live in a world with finite resources thus for any one person to have more than their 1/7000000000 this means that someone else has to get less. I could possibly still get on board with a version of this if it didn’t include a world where children starve or die because of inequitable health care, etc.

This is not the world we live in and we do not live in a meritocracy, if you are a white, cis, hetero, male, middle class, etc. you are given an unfair advantage. I’ll point out that here you are not just given this advantage, this advantage is taken from the pockets and mouth of those without those traits (Zeus Leonardo). Examples include the gender pay gap, the BAME pay gap the intersectional data at schools, the various studies on racial discrimination, the poorer health care, etc. I could on.

What is our role? What is our purpose? I don’t have that answer yet, but what I do have is an idea of what my own purpose is. I want to raise children who have the critical knowledge and skills to change the world, to recognise society and all its imperfections. Then they can make their own choices in life.

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References

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pyramid_of_Capitalist_System

Decolonise the Curriculum – Why?

Written by Dr Helen Woodley and also posted here.

 

I always thought I had a confident position on racism and colour. I believed in equality, fairness for all, qualifications and jobs on merit. I was colour blind and felt that that was the right stance to have. For most outsiders, I have lived a totally white, middle class life. I went to a good school, I went to a good university. I got a good job. I had family holidays abroad, music lessons and played in an orchestra. My parents were professionals and I lived in the home counties.

Yet I was always aware that middle class-ness did not sum up my whole existence. Whilst my mother’s family would have been deemed to be middle class, my father was born into a poor working class family. Three generations lived in a tiny cottage with no electricity or running water. Gas lamps it the house and the toilet was in the yard. His grandfather was a Welsh miner and, when they were re-homed in a prefab house with an actual working light, spent ages simply turning the light on and off in wonder.

Their prefab and subsequent council house was in Slough. Slough is the most ethnically diverse town outside of London. Growing up in the 1980s and 1990s I would visit my grandparents house and the multicultural community they lived in. It was not uncommon to be the only white person in a shop. My grandparent’s next door neighbour was called Mo. He was a practicing Muslim who had moved from India for work. When his mother visited, her and my grandmother would meet and take each other food they had prepared. His mother spoke no English, yet this elderly white woman and an elderly Indian lady saw value in their relationship.

This may seem like an open and tolerant upbringing. However, it had overtones of open racism with terms like ‘Wog’ and ‘topknots’ being spoken alongside weekly readings from the News of the World. I found it hard to compute that, on an individual level, there was respect that was not shown to strangers. I knew that this was not how I wanted to view the world and therefore became more and more colour blind in my approach, seeing everyone as equal.

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Then I went to university and walked into the whitest world I had ever encountered. It was not just the lack of colour amongst the student population but the noticeable lack of colour in the local faces as well. I stayed in the area to teach and found the same lack of diversity in my classes. Having a student of colour in my class was not the norm. Added to that, many of the children I taught had not met anyone of colour either. In my NQT year my school was visited by a Zulu dance troupe. One of my class cried and screamed when they walked in shouting ‘a darkie, a darkie’. He was 10 and had only ever seen a black man on TV and here he was faced with a group of them in real life.

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As the years went by I remained colour blind but also became increasingly aware that there were other expressions of ethnicity around. It initially made me defensive about my position: how dare people say that I am part of the problem? I don’t see a problem!; can’t we just stop bringing up the past and move on? Stop making everything into an issue! Gradually I began to learn that my colourblindness was part of the problem but then I faced another hurdle: what do I do instead?

All of a sudden, my confidence had gone and I suddenly became fearful of doing or saying the wrong thing. If I post about attending an iftar, am I going to be seen as a white saviour? If I post about race, what terms do I use because they all seem too open to criticism? This fear led to a complete step away from engaging in the conversation for the fear of doing or saying the wrong thing caused a paralysis. This paralysis then led on to the need to be taught: to avoid me putting my foot in it, you tell me what matters and how to express it.

More recently, I have begun to realise the error in that view. It is my job to educate myself and not expect it to be done for me. It is my job to read, engage and question my own actions and motivations. My job. This is where I currently am. I am in a place of solidarity and support and not in a place of saving or saying ‘its all ok – we are equal’. I am in a place of learning and accept that I will get it wrong. When I do, I need to own it for it was my error.

So decolonising the curriculum. Why do it? Because we have to accept the fundamental truth that we teach a white centric view. I cannot think of one non-white figure in history I have taught about nor one non-white novelist whose book I have shared. I taught for 16 years. There probably were times when I did both of the above, but the fact I cannot remember is my fault to own. Developing the awareness of the white-centric curriculum needs to be part of ITE. It needs to be there from the get go. We need to train teachers  not to include non-white faces as a token gesture but actually have a knowledge and respect for their contribution to all aspects of the world we live in. We need to ensure that the pupils they teach do not have the same experience as Pran.

White people like myself need to stop being paralysed by our own fear and actively learn. We need to challenge the ‘every day’ racism we encounter from colleagues, family and friends. We need to stop having a ‘white saviour’ mentality and think we should swoop in and raise people up. We need to stop thinking that being ‘colour blind’ is all we are called to do.

White people like myself need to stop being paralysed by our own fear and actively learn. We need to challenge the ‘every day’ racism we encounter from colleagues, family and friends. We need to stop having a ‘white saviour’  Share on X

 

I am still learning. I will get things wrong. I will express things in the wrong way and use terms that people may have issue with. I am still unsure how to describe myself and my views. But that rests with me and I have to continue to educate myself.

Guest Post: Teacher Ear

This is a guest post, well sort of…

As I am not supposed to be posting over the summer, I’m allowing people to catch up.

Today I’m posting something different. Darren Chetty’s ‘Beyond the Secret Garden’ at The Royal Opera House #ThrivingChild Conference is below. Chetty explores issues around identity and representation as they relate to how children thrive at ‘The Thriving Child’

He literally moved me to tears, tears which should have been cried years ago.

 

Change is in your hands. One teacher, one lesson and one pupil at a time.

 

Losing A Pupil

This is by no way professional advice, a substitute for therapy or a ‘what to do when’ article.

This, unfortunately, is almost inevitable in the life of teachers, through your career you will lose a pupil, I have lost many pupils, to multiple different causes including suicides, road traffic accident, violent crime and illness. It hurts until a numbness envelops you.

This, unfortunately, is almost inevitable in the life of teachers, through your career you will lose a pupil. Share on X

The teacher-pupil​ relationship is really complex, to some of these pupils you are the constant in their lives and although this is ‘work’ for us I would argue that our whole profession is predicated on the basis that we care for those we serve.

After losing a pupil, the intrusive thoughts of ‘should I have said something’ and ‘done something’, No matter how irrational these thoughts are, I call this the ‘what if’ phase, then for me comes the I don’t care phase. The world is so cruel why am I even playing this game and slowly the acceptance game. Everyone goes through feeling pupils similar to these, teachers, staff, the community I mean everyone.

We are trained to be the pillar of strength. We are strong for the kids, our colleagues, we are trained to be the adult. I am going to admit, I have cried many tears over my pupils, being the pillar of strength may be​ the right thing professionally but we need to recognise this takes its toll.

A pupil’s death is rarely an event that can be compartmentalised. This trauma can take months, sometimes years to deal with. Personally,​ I used to have a feeling of dread every year pre-holidays, with no idea of what and why I was feeling that way. Until I did. The community, teachers, our pupil, and the school family should be supported throughout these times.

I have no real answer to what this support looks like. Yes, I could suggest ​various things but like I said earlier I am not a professional. I would state again this is support is important and should not be pushed on to anyone other than the appropriately trained professionals.

Losing pupils to suicides is the hardest thing I have ever faced in a school. Every feeling described in the earlier paragraph is heightened. The hardest part is acceptance. Only once I accept that at that point it’s what that pupil wanted where I could move past rationalise any of it.

I’m going to leave this here. I will add to this. Just not today.